Elaine

I am struggling with spirits of alcohol

Depression

Oppression

Shopping

Lying

Anxiety

Rejection

Fear

I know allot of this stuff comes down to choices

And I just recently messed up my relationship due to some of these choices

And alcohol

I was making really good prgress whan I pulled into 7 Fields GE the other day

And even though I was telling myself not to

Brought home a pint of brandy

Then l text my ex

Whom I'd been making great strides with

Something I should not have

And the devil attacked me from that end too

Yesterdat I prayed warrior prayers videos for about 3 hours

And prayed them too

I will do the same today

I think its time I hide myself in the Lord

And not put myself into the temptation

But

I need all tbe prayer warriors I can get

This is a hard fight

Received: August 6, 2022