Anonymous

I've been married 20 years. My husband has cheated on me a million and one times. I do not believe in Divorce. But I know God excepts it in my circumstance. But I've had visions of God Healing my marriage and me having a great testimony one day. I've had many visions and they've all came true except this one. I know my family has a huge calling on our life's. I know satan has attacked us from the beginning. But my problem is getting through the pain of separation and the pain of abandonment and infidelity. My husband constantly accuses me of cheating cause he says no one can be perfect. I know this is from satan. But I get mad at God because my husband has mental problems and it's not fair he has to live his life being lied to by satan. It's not fair he can't see the truth. My request is God intervene in my marriage and heals us or allows me to heal and confirms Divorce is really what God wants from me. I truly don't believe I will make it through this if God doesn't step in fast. I must have Peace and Wisdom to continue my life. I'm in complete kidney failure doctors believe it's from high levels of stress they told me if stress doesn't stop I don't have much longer to live and there's not much they can do. I need God now.

Received: January 9, 2021